MadHatter27

I am just the messenger. Not the cause for the drama. But that's to be expected now isn't it? You think it's always MY fault because everyone hates you. So it's my fault they ditched you? It's my fault they are tired of you being a bitch? It's my fault you are losing your friends? It's my fault for voicing their words? Listen girly, you aren't worth the drama. You haven't done anything but be a manipulative bitch who uses the woah is me card to garner attention and sympathy. Your life is pretty fuckin' fantastic so shut the bloody hell up. Blame me for everything, that's fine because you weren't worth my time. But get this through your hea

Curse my heart!! Before i start writing this, i'll just state that my heart is a traitor and I hate it at times. That being said, my boyfriend and I broke up. However it was a mutual breakup and I'm doing just fine now. We're still friends. But that's not why my heart is a traitor, oh no, its the fact that my friend's best friend is now causing my heart to beat erratically. This feeling is the same as when we first met. I had quelled that feeling before, but now I am cursing my traitorous heart. Mutiny!! that's what it is! His name gets mentioned and now my heart is beating like I just ran a marathon. Yep, really hate this timing. Not to m

When will I find where I fit in? I have never felt so alone like I do now. I hear all these stories of my friends having adventures...but never once was an invitation extended to me. I have two groups of friends who do this and very few friends who try to include me. Is there something so wrong with me that everyone wants to exclude me? I thought I was over this, I thought it wouldn't bother me anymore. But when I sit at home for days on end, never hearing word from my friends and then when I finally do it turns out they did all these extravagant adventures or at least were together hanging out...but it seems like they never thought to ask m